Soul Pony

I guess I quit blogging a while back but my mind has been so full lately that I think maybe I should use this space to empty it. As yall know, if you're part of my community, I quit Christianity 3 decades ago. I’ve told this a thousand and one times here or there but I mostly quit church and all that goes with it, because I was a parent. It didn’t set well with me that I should worship a being that wasn’t as worthy as myself. I’d think about how God was jealous, vengeful and would allow us to burn for an eternity if we messed up on purpose or even by accident. Then that would cause me to wonder why God couldn’t be better than me since I wasn’t jealous, vengeful or ready to punish my children with fire if they messed up. If I’m gonna worship anything (which I’m ABSOLUTELY not gonna do) then I needed that being to at least be better than the mortal human being that is me. It doesn’t seem like a big ask from an all-powerful God. So, after all these years I really started to questi...